Deep love that turns into pain.
Weighted me down like a ball and chain.
Struggling to survive.

The radient beauty has turned dim
Is giving up my sanity worth staying with him?

Watching him struggle
Seeing him fall
Giving him everything and risking it all.

Crying in silence
Anger eating my soul
Wanting to move forward without seeing the goal.

Will this misery ever go away
My life is standing still
Coping pill by pill.